ive thought about it since last session and after steping back and reveiwing my character, his abilities, goals and where hes heading, i will be taking my characters demise as an opportunity to withdraw myself from the current campaign. i would like to thank matt for dm'ing it an all me fellow pc's for allowing me to take part in all the previous sessions leading up to this. also cheers jd for the advice given on my character. might play BB so i'll cyas if i do.